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I AM NOT PERFECT JUST LIKE U~ :)
Sometimes I should just keep my mouth shut, or only say hello... :)

3.03.2011

happy???unhappy??

assalamualaikum w.b.t...
hai uols~semoga sehat hendaknya~~~haih,di pagi ini i cannot sleep,i dun know why,maybe i think many things~
yezza,sgt-sgt serabot kepale hotak i neh!!!~

first paragraph i wanna to story about my hubby~siries i feel so down i feel like wanna to crying!!!uh nooo~~
why i'm loike this???uols,plizzzz give me strength coz my hubby wanna to transfer to Perlis this Monday~ urghhh,oleh hal yg demikian,kami akan berjauhan selama 3 ke 4 bulan. :(
he called me last minute ago before i write this blog,we talk about us,and i also tell him about 'jodoh'.i sgt sedih apabila die menjawab sebegitu...ok,diringkaskan cerita,lebih kurang beginilar perbualan kami:

i: syg,kalau kite bercintan bagai nak rak kan,tapi nanti i kawen dgn org laen,u kawen dgn org laen mcm mane?
hubby: nak buat mcm-mane kalau itu dah takda jodoh

urghhh,,i'm feel so frustrated when i hear he said like that..then siries shit i not in mood to make more conversation with him.from uols punye opinion,wajarkah hubby i cakap cengggitu if he said,he rili love me and sygkan me?.hurm,airmata i mengair sedikit tadi,bukan i bajet nak story jugak i crying,tidak sama sekali.tapi,
i terdetik, (betulkah pilihan aku). tanpa membuang masa,i terus berdoa dalam hati, (ya Allah,jika dia utk aku, dekankanlah hati kami berdua ya Allah,tetapi jika sebaliknye,Engkau tlglah tunjukkan kepadaku ya Allah).
yes my friends, i seorg yg sgt naif dlm percintaan,if i with sumbody,i jadi seorng yg berharap.

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