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SALAM semua...
hai uols..:).hope uols sihat seperti saya :)...arghhhh..harini rase seperti tak ada mood..coz someone already make me crazy like hell!!!~fuckin shit ass lar!!!seriously me tension giler2 punye...mesti uols mcm tertanya-tanya kan coz since i berblogin neh i tak pernah pun rasa emo sebegini rupe...uh,buruk muke i bile angin neh..hahahaha...
why i feel like this?of coz lar ade story behind it.Actuallt i feel so annoying with one of my colleagues.Ok,nak dijadikan cerita,i dpt my payslip from the hr,and then tibe-tibe je my team leader so excited giler nak tengok my payslip(mcm lar kau tak ade payslip).i think my payslip is my privacy coz i tak pernah nak ambil tahu pun payslip org lain.eh beb,dah tentu lar gaji masing-masing 4 what nak tahu kan?.then my team leader nak angin tak tentu pasal dgn i and he say 'MENGGELABAH BETUL LAR MINAH NE'...'MCM AKU TAK TAHU PULAK GAJI KAU BERAPE'.ok,u pun dah mention kan u tahu my salary,then for what reason nak sebok tengok my payslip?grrrr...i blh cooldown lagi.but time nak balik dekat lif,tibe-tibe je my team leader cakap 'PUKIMAK JE MINAH TU'..'MENGGELABAH'...i rasa sgt tension sampai balik rumah i rase mcm shit giler haritu...sgt tak profesional kan my team leader?huh.. :SEDIHNYE SAYA :(

feel dispointed

hello uols...
i feel so pressure today.Maybe it is because of my working environment...
urghhh~so stress if u didn't achieved something and ur team leader keep pressure u.I try to keep it up,but still not in the track.Sometimes i think i want to give up from this current position,but my strength said 'fara,please don't give up,u can perform better than now,i know u can do it fara'.huh...
i change my presentation,i change my communication skills.hope tomorrow become much more better...If u want more,u must work hard on it!fara, don't give up dear!!!~listen ur heart,positive thinking and focus on ur work!!!aja-aja fight!!!huhu