cry~

I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
'Cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye

Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole 'in love' thing
And someone can say they love me truly
But at the time it didn't mean a thing

My mind is gone, I'm spinnin' 'round
And deep inside my tears I'll drown
I'm losin' grip, what's happenin'?
I strayed from love, this is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life

Now I'm in this condition
And I've got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed?
'Cause it's hurtin' me to let it go
Maybe 'cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more

I shoulda never let you hold me baby
Maybe why I'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Gotta figure out how you stole my heart

My mind is gone, I'm spinnin' 'round
And deep inside my tears I'll drown
I'm losin' grip, what's happenin'?
I strayed from love, this is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life

Now I'm in this condition
And I've got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

How did I get here with you? I'll never know
I never meant to let it get so personal
And after all I tried to do, stay away from lovin' you
I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know
And I won't let it show, you won't see me cry

This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life

Now I'm in this condition
And I've got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
(You?ll never see me cry)

Now I'm in this condition
And I've got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry
On my life

terkilan,,

hai,,,selamat hari-hari semua,,sori coz da lme x update blog yg da lme berkepam neh,,,
hope sll readers sem ua sehat,,kenape tajuk miss lana neh begini,,are u ok miss lana??
yup,,i x ok,,perlu ke korg tau aku ok ke x kan?hahahha,,,kecoh je miss lana neh,,
sje je sbb hanye blog aku je yg sudi caring n nak amek tau hal aku,,

uwaaaa~rase terkilan n nk menangis je :((
harini patot i dtg interview utk customer services kat dominos,, :(
gaji yg djnjikan aku rase ok sgt coz aku pun fresh graduate,,,manelah tau one day aku leh jadi team leader utk dominos,,hurm,,,interview itu kat seksyen 9,dari pukul 3ptg until 9mlm,,
kenape i terkilan?i terkilan coz i x dpt nak pergi hadiri interview!!!
kenape i xdpt pegi?sebab i xgtau nak naek ape pegi sane!!!~aku xtau public transport mane yg patot aku naek,bukan xleh naek teksi,tapi aku sorng2 je,,hurm,,,mungkin rezeki aku belum dtg lagi,,
xde sape pun peduli aku pegi or tak,,ade sumone yg concern,,JOSIA JUSOH,,die hanye ckap,,,kesian u,,xpelah JOSIA~the moral of the stori,idup neh kene indipendent,jgn bergantung kpd org laen,,aku kene blsja naek public tranport,jgn nak manje sgt FARAHHHH~
xpe,bersusah-susah sekarang,,,nanti mati pun sorang2,betol tak?? :),,tadi xdpt pergi,rase nak menangis,,tapi harus ditabahkan hati ni~

then aku terkilan kat seorng makhluk Allah yg bername HAZIM~aku rase menyesal sambut salam perkenalan dari die neh,,susah if kenal dgn org yg byk peminat neh,maklumlah KACAK lah katankan,,ade sorg perempuan neh,add aku,,,name die AZA HAMID~then aku ade post sumthing kat fb aku,,HAZIM komen,then die pun sebok komen,if komen pasal status aku xpe jugak,ne komen pasal HAZIM~

then aku pun decided mendelete mereka!HAHAHAHAHHA~rasakan,,,
arghhhhh~~~tension!!!AKU TAK SUKE ADE KENE NGENE DGN ORG HOT2 NEH~nanti aku jugak yg teruk,

where is my future hubby~i hope he fine in out there,i hope die dpt jage diri die mcm i jage diri i neh~i tau one day kami akn dipertemukan,berdoalah byk2~
wahai hati,bersabarlah :(

hepi or unhepi ending??

hai-hai semua rakan-rakanku :),,,
hope semuanye sehat same mcm i neh,,,ngeeeeeee,,
neway uols nk tau x,,i dah lost 1kg okeh,,HAHAAHAH,,1kg pun nak kecoh kah miss fara,,
hehehhe,,actually i pun xsangke i dpt turunkan berat badan,,HAHAHAHAHH,,caya beb!!
give me 5!!! :)

kenapakah tajukku sebegitu rupa??hahahha,,
urm,,newaykan i nak share stori dgn uols~act bende neh asyik bermaen-mane d fikiranku semenjak 2 ke 3 hari neh,urm,,ceritanye bermule mcm neh,,harituh kan,i p shopping sorng-sorng dgn penuh yakin dan gagah~yeehaaaa :)
then when me walk alone(tgn penuh dgn paper bag)+(mate pandang ke hulu n hilir),
ade sorng pak cik neh tegur i,,

pak cik:asslmualaikum
i:(dgn muke yg cuak)wslm,,
pak cik:anak neh jln sorng0sorng je?
i:aa pk cik,nak survey jubah kaftan,
pak cik:pak cik tgh tunggu istri pak cik kat kdai tuh(die tunjuk butik PUCUK PAKU
SONGKET EMAS)
i:ouh,(tibe2 aku dduk sekali dgn pk cik tuh,,kaki neh rase mcm nk rest kejap)
pak cik:anak neh tinggal mane?
i:kat seksyen 7 oak cik,

then aku dgn pak cik tu taktau nak ckap ape dah,,masing-masing senyap,,
pastu aku pun belek2 barang2 aku beli,,,tibe-tibe pak cik tu cakap,

pak cik:anak neh mesti kuat merajuk dan if ade masalah mesti nangis kan?
i:eh,cner pak cik tau?(xcited muke)
pak cik:ternampak garis tapak tagan tuh,,meh pak cik tengok boleh?
i:(bagi tapak tgn)
pak cik:ouh,orngnye senang bergaul dan peramah,tapi agak degil,agak panas baran
i:aik pak cik,saye susah nak marah org
pak cik:satu hari nanti anak akn tampar org,org tu betol2 menguji kesabaran anak
i:usiyh(dgn muke terkejut)
pak cik:anak ne seorng yg sentiase berduit dan senang berbelanjs,tapi tak boros
hurm,mase skolah anak neh bkn perhatian lelaki,
i:(mak aih,,betol!)errr,,pak cik,,saye neh byk dugaan tak?
pak cik:dugaan anak tak byk,tp dulu anak ade masalah keluarga yg buatkan anak
menangis?urm,anak pernah gagal dlm percintaan,
i:errrr,pak cik,,mcm mana saye dlm bercinta?
pak cik:anak senang bergaul dan berkawan,tp utk jatuh cinta anak susah~atas tapak
tgn neh tulis,anak akn berjumpe org yg ditakdirkan dgn anak itu semasa anak
sudah bekerjaya~bukan semasa anak belajar,,,akn tetp,berkemungkinan tak kekal
lama sbb pak cik tak pasti sama ada anak putus dgn dia sebab org ketiga atau
pun anak dimadukan,sebab garisan percintaan anak hingga ke garisan perkahwi
nan menunjukkan ade sesorg yg masuk line~tp anak jgn percaya sgt ape yg pak
cik ckpakan ni,,ape yg pak cik ckap cume ape yg ade d tapak tgn~
i:pak cik,masa saye sudah kerjakah saya akn jumpe org itu?
pak cik:itu pak cik tak boleh cakap,pak cik tak boleh direct bagitau org tentang
future,mungkin ade di kalangan org yg anak kenal sekarang,mungkin akan dtg,
tp yg pasti yg ditakdirkan utk anak adalah semasa anak sudah bekerjaya nanti
,,,urm,,anak neh kalau anak ade masalah,anak mudah menangis~
i:pak cik,kite boleh ubah takdir kan?
pak cik:ape yg tertulis sudah pasti,tp insyaAllah kalau utk kebaikan kita mungkin
blh diubah~nama penuh anak FARAH SHUHAIDA kan?maksudnya kegembiraan madu
lebah~maksud madu lebah tu sgt mendlm,,hati-hati kenal dgn lelaki,,
selidik betol2 diri dia~
i:dgn muka yg terpinga-pinga

pak cik tu pun bla,tinggalkan aku dgn tanda tanya~tp aku pelik,how come pak cik tu blh tengok garisan tapak tgn aku yg halus mulus neh??die tak pegang pun tgn aku~
tenung begitu je~then aku pelik,cner die tau name penuh aku,,,hurmmmmmmmm

kesedihan saya,,,

HAHAHAHAHA~tajuk je tak boleh bla,,
sje je tulis mcm ituh~kasi suspen sikit,,,
wah,,,sgt lame tak menghapdate blog,,sori readers,,agak bizi,,,n lately asyik bizi shopping,,
yup,,i am shopaholic person,,my ABAH dah tak tau nak kate ape dah,,,
if i shopping kan,i jeles tengok pasangan2 yg tgh cintan cintun neh pilih barang same2,tanye pendpt,jln same2,,,if i shopping sorng2 kan,,,lagi ar rase ituh dtg,,
bukan jeles apepun,,cuma berangan,,bile lar i can get in that situation,,auch!!~kes berangan lagi,,MAYBE one day,just MAYBE only :),,,

hai my blog,i dah jarang mkn sekarang,maybe i selalu sorng2 di rumah,,tiada sape nak peduli,,,lately neh dah mule gatal2 n batuk2 kat tekak,,,tiade sape pun tanye sehat ke x,,xpe2,,naseb baek baek blog i neh ade,,,HAHAHAHHAHA~sadis pulak ayat mcm ituh,,
nvm,i can take care myself,,even tiade siape peduli pun,i sentiase peduli,,
kenape mesti nak tunggu org caring,,rite???

i neh manje sgt kot,,tu yg jadi mcm neh,,,now i kene belajar,tak semua org akan ade di sisi kite,,akan ade satu hari kite takde sape2,,,
makin hari i belajar jadi matang,,,pemikiran,tutur kata,urm,,,dan mcm2 lagi,,

hati neh dah tak sakit,tp die selalu cakap,,bilelah nak diisi,,,i feel empty
but i always waiting,,i know HE was there for me,,i dun know WHO,,but i know HE always waiting me :)